Dream Conception

This is new yet smells like the richness I once felt
Is this from me or is my Father daring me to jump
jump into His arms as I jump into His plan?

Is this His plan?
It can't be
Can it?

I thought I was finished with this type of dreaming.
I said I don't want that dream anymore.
I want a new dream
Your dream
Can Your dream be the same as the old
But with freshness and beauty and
Total
Dependence
On
YOU??

Rejection
Is what I fear most.
If it's Your plan
It's You that would be rejected.

Oh Dream Giver
I want to dance in the middle of Your dream
Crush my own small and dingy dreams
It's Your dream that stirs me
Stirs me
To
TOTAL
Dependence
on
YOU.