And Then We Sang

I walked in the door tired and even a little resistant. The crowd of people closing in on my space annoyed me and made it hard for me to focus on why I was there. Actually I don't think I wanted to be there. The music was good but the more he talked the more I found myself feeling uneasy. The thoughts, even if only partially formed, were running deep-

i want to teach

what is he talking about

what are we doing- did we really walk away from it all

will i ever figure out what's next


I took communion not fully knowing why except that I wanted to remember and honor my Jesus and then we sang......




This is my melody as I walk this new road in life. I am not sure what my life is going to look like but I know it will be beautiful. When I get shaky thinking about how this shift in our life has affected our very identity- our plans- our future I can remember that just as He made beautiful things out of dust He is making me into something beautiful.

I walked out of there not knowing anything for sure.

Well maybe one thing...... He is making me new.