So Not Ready!

I reached a new level of craziness tonight....I actually cried because I began thinking about sending Malinda to preschool this year. I mean it is the beginning of the end isn't it? Sure this year it's only 2 1/2 hours 3 days a week but next year it will be 5 days a week and then she will be in 1st grade and forget it- she'll be gone! She won't be my baby anymore. (sob sob sob)

I just can't explain how Malinda has always felt like an extension of me and I can not imagine not having her around forever! I am not ready for Preschool! How sad is that?! Maybe I should home school her forever. Don't even get me started at the idea of other children not being nice to her! huh! Now Sam, I often wonder who he belongs to and when is someone coming to pick him up. Noooo, I am kidding - well about the picking him up part. He is so fascinating to me because he seems so foreign to me- he is such a boy! But Malinda- oh, my Malinda! She is my sweet girl who never stops talking and telling me how much she loves me!

I am beginning to think I may have a harder time with this than she will. Oh man, I am so not ready for preschool!